Saturday, December 24, 2011

Happy happy holiday~

Ahh, it's Christmas time again! I just remembered how I passed my last Christmas, time flies really fast. This year I experienced a lot of changes, I am grateful for it. Graduation, new place, new job, new friends, reunited with old folks all of them are good. Nevertheless, there are also some bad times such as, passing away of my grand mother, return of my bad habit, and also almost become jobless. Those bad times are really getting on my nerves some times, but thank God for grace!

One of the downcast moment though, is working on holiday season. All you can see is update from your friends in internet on how fun were they on that day, while you working alone at office. All in all, if you are contented everything will be seen in better perspective. Therefore everyone, from my desk I would like to wish you all a Blessed Christmas and Happy Holiday! May this season not only a jolly time but also reflection on what is the true meaning of Christmas, which is the time when God reached out to man-kind.

Go easy on food and wallet!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Patriotism, meh.

Okay, yesterday seems like the first time I watch football (or soccer to American) like a hooligan after very long time. It's a joyful moment for the side that won, and it's a tearjerker on the other side. And me, was on the sad part unfortunately. It was a moment of truth to those who are in the field. However, it seems like an eye opener for me too.

To be honest, I don't really like the fact that my country is so messed up. Maybe because I'm not as patriotic as the people that I know of in the past. I couldn't shed blood for my country. Heck, I don't even feel like to do anything either. Nevertheless, somehow after watching yesterday match, I realized something. Despite on how much I hate the fact that Indonesian is a messed up country, I am still an Indonesian. I'm a children of that soil, bred from the crops of its ground, nurtured by the guidance of its people.

Peace out!
You must be the change you want to see in the world. - Mahatma Gandhi

Monday, August 8, 2011

Kinda depressed... but not really...

Today I almost bawled like a little crybaby. I missed my grandparents so much, but now they laid sick on their bed. My grandpa still with the disability, and now my grandma got stomach infection and cause her unable to talk. I really missed the times when they brought me to their farm, and had vacation in their little village. I missed the times when they were strong enough to do some farming and even nag at me. I missed the times when they always exaggerately concern about my well being.

Sometimes I kinda hate the fact that I'm growing up. Need to worry about bill, need to worry about your future, and grandparents are getting weaker every day. But I believe it's part of His great plan. May His will be done, and I believe He will grant strength for thos who wait on Him. Ahh, I really miss my childhood...

P.S: Please pray for my grandparents to those who read this. Thanks :)

Monday, May 9, 2011

Moving On notes (or err tips?)

There are two kinds of people. The first kind is the one who's able to move on easily, and the other one is the one that is hardly to move on. (Un)Fortunately, I am in the second kind of people. Well It might looks bad for some people cause you may dwell too much in it. But for me it's quite fun to be in this second category, cause you will try your best to overcome it. And I believe people who try and overcame it are the true victors rather than those who don't try.

Anyway, I came up with some kind of list for you to move on happily (especially from a certain person)

1. Keep yourself occupied.

People tend to dwell on their past is because they have a free time to think about their past. If you keep yourself occupied, there will be no time for you to think about some petty problem. And of course keeping yourself occupied with what you like is better and enjoyable. Remember, don't go find some escape route to the wrong way, like smoking, drinking excessively or any kind bad habits. If you don't know what to do, try sports, it's good for your health. Or maybe learn something to improve yourself, like music or cooking. You can also make some new friends or do activity with your old friends. Or if all else failed, do chores! haha

2. Shut the door of hope, tightly!

Hope is a good thing. But putting hope on a wrong thing is a total mistake. For example, It's wrong to put hope on cow to lay eggs (*gasp* It might be possible in nowadays technology, well namsayin). This step is particularly hard for me, because as a Christian, I have full of hope :D If you're moving on from someone, sometimes the door of hope creak open when this certain someone talk to you really nicely. Before continuing, I just wanna say that, do whatever you can, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. If this person really doesn't like you, don't try too hard, you might embarrass yourself. Don't think there's special meaning behind puny polite talk. Take it easy, and keep it simple.

3. Abandon all things related to this person.

For crying out loud, if you really want to move on, stop cyber-stalk them! Well some people try to move on, but they still want to read their blog, stalk on their facebook, and keep track of feed of their twitter. Stop it! You might get hurt just from a certain digital form (which is apparently only 1 and 0) that said they are in their new relationship or other hurtful things. I'm NOT saying to unfriend, unfollow, or un*fill in yourself* them. Just don't purposely stalk them. And, if you possess something from this person, keep them in the box. Throw it away if you want, but I suggest you to keep it as collection, but remember, keep it out of your sight. There is also extreme way of doing this step, it is to move out!

4. Prayer and Sharing.

The most effective way. After all there's a duration of time for every people to move on completely. Prayer is the most powerful weapon, it gives you hope and future. And it gives you comfort and peace (What everyone wants). And of course do share your problem to your best buddy or mate. They might help you with some way that is not featured here. And they might pray for you too.

So that's all folks. Frankly, I am not a moving on experts as well, cause I still have a hard times to move on completely, from certain someone *sigh* but hey I did it once last 2 years so I believe I can do it again *cross fingers*. As Spock has always said, Live long and Prosper. And I conclude with, Stay safe and blessed!

Sunday, May 8, 2011


I just recently graduated few months ago. I am almost doing nothing, cause graduated means unemployed for a while. Thank God I work part time now at church as helper. He's so gracious even though I'm so naughty. I wish I can be a better person from now on. Cause I really don't want to stuck in this mess forever. Anyway, for those who read this, have a great and blessed day. And yeah, I did cover for song I just want You by planetshakers. It's kinda noob, but hope you can be blessed by it. Enjoy~

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Some pretty awesome week

Hi Folks! It's been a while since I wrote something. You know, my usual opening. But that is true. Writing doesn't interest me anymore these days. But writing blog is indeed awesome I should say. Penning out your thoughts, your gladness, your misery, and all the things that's been happening to you with or without expecting of someone would read it. Anyway, since there's no interesting stuff happening around me it makes me a sloth for writing blog.

Here goes. This week is quite interesting for me. The tees' design that is meant for fund raising for mission trip can be materialized soon. Kelvin Lee and I met the supplier of the t-shirt for a couple of times, and the office is really cool, I should say. It's like creative business (which it is) kind of office. Too bad the boss is apparently difficult person. It's pretty difficult to ask him to trim the length *sigh*. But In the end we managed to convince him.

And yeah, I managed to tell the thing to her subtly. I don't know if she got "the message" or not. And probably she won't be reading this too..haha.. Which I have mixed feelings whether or not she should be reading this (Hope you got "the message" I sent you. Yes, you.)

BTW, It's been a pretty good week in average. Hanged out with peeps while indulging into the smoothness of free Baskin Robbins Ice cream. And had an awesome worship practice too. I really love Worship practice, since it's practically jamming and serving God merged into one. Which is totally awesome.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Thought and Design

These days are really great. God really works through my life. He shows me something that I could never imagine. Feel so refreshed! Anyway, this is one of my T-Shirt design. Hopefully it's gonna be printed out. So excited! Woots!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Thank You

I really wanna thank all of you who has helped me through everything. Be it in advice, counsel, treating meals, or just simply accompany me do activities. I really appreciate it. Especially to you :) Yeah you! You know who you are..haha.. But most of all thank God!

These days are tough days for me. I'm not busy or something. I just don't have enough money. It's true that money is not everything. But we cannot do everything without money. I owe people so much, and my parents cannot afford to subsidize me with money. I even pay my rent and bills using the Christmas Gift that my foster parents gave. Ah, I really need get a job, and make my parents happy...

Too much ranting recently *sigh*