Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Get up and walk! Move on!

I fell this past few days. I was back to my old self of 2009 for quite sometime, and I fell awful and couldn't forgive myself these days. I knew that I am free from the slavery and bondage of that addiction. Yet again I fell.

I fell because there's a thought that appear on my mind. It said "It's okay, everyone does that." But It's not okay. I was set apart, even before when I was in my mother's womb. How can I be set apart when I just keep doing what the world does.

Thank God that somehow I was reminded that there's no use in dwelling in your mistake. It's time to get up and move on. I was reminded that I was forgiven by God's grace. The thing that I can do is to walk closer with Him so that I won't fall again in the future.

I hope I won't follow my animalistic desire. I want to prove that the world theory that human was originated from animal are wrong. We are created based on our Creator image. We have capability to discern, not like animal. We were made perfect.

Like Switchfoot said "We were meant to live for so much more." I believe that I'm not created for just to keep doing that disgusting thing until I die. I was made for greater purpose.

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