Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Get up and walk! Move on!

I fell this past few days. I was back to my old self of 2009 for quite sometime, and I fell awful and couldn't forgive myself these days. I knew that I am free from the slavery and bondage of that addiction. Yet again I fell.

I fell because there's a thought that appear on my mind. It said "It's okay, everyone does that." But It's not okay. I was set apart, even before when I was in my mother's womb. How can I be set apart when I just keep doing what the world does.

Thank God that somehow I was reminded that there's no use in dwelling in your mistake. It's time to get up and move on. I was reminded that I was forgiven by God's grace. The thing that I can do is to walk closer with Him so that I won't fall again in the future.

I hope I won't follow my animalistic desire. I want to prove that the world theory that human was originated from animal are wrong. We are created based on our Creator image. We have capability to discern, not like animal. We were made perfect.

Like Switchfoot said "We were meant to live for so much more." I believe that I'm not created for just to keep doing that disgusting thing until I die. I was made for greater purpose.

Friday, December 24, 2010


Some of my friends put on their facebook status how they are going to spend their Christmas and / or their Christmas gift wish list. What a privilege. They must know that they are very much blessed. I'm not gonna be whiny about that privilege that I don't have, because I know I'm blessed far beyond anything. I hope they won't be feeling down easily in the future, for some petty reason. At least they don't need to worry about whether they are able to have food tomorrow, or to cut up their meal frequency because they have no money. Ah, too much ranting...

Oh yeah, Merry Christmas everyone!
Have a great and blessed one.

Hope I won't messed up on Christmas Service

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Ah, Childhood...

Ah, How I wish I can go back to my childhood. It was really a great time of my life, nothing to be worried about. I didn't worry about bill, I didn't need to worry about what am I going to eat for lunch or dinner, I didn't worry about future, and I didn't even worry about relationship with people. Heck I'd never worried about anything. Just live a carefree life, playing with friends until dusk, and watching cartoon. It felt really good.

And now, I can be qualified as grown up. I have to worry about money, worry about my relationship with people, and worry about my future. But, the only thing I know is just to surrender everything to the One and only that gives me hope, because He had brought me here, without me realizing that I'm blessed beyond anything that I can say.

Childhood is awesome!

Time to go back to work...

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

ZoukOut Weekend!

My friends and I won some video competition by Zouk + MTV, and the prize was awesome! We got free flights, free hotel stay at Resorts World, free party at Zouk and free ZoukOut pass with VIP Tag. Here's the video mentioned.

The hotel was super awesome. And we got some freebies too. Lots of drinks! Thank God I didn't use up all the free drinks. Thus I was sober until the party ends in the morning.

The highlight of the night is taking picture with VJ Holly. Remember my celebrity crush I mentioned in my entry last time. I couldn't get her cute face outta my mind. She was really cute with her dress and tattoos.

It makes me want to have tattoo as well. I was looking to some tattoo design, and this design captured my mind.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

The mysterious chanting

Finally, I have the guts to check the mysterious Chanting that's been happening in UG for quite some time. Apparently, it's not the empty unit that I suspected. It came from the top floor where a lot of people gathered and chanting together. Hmm, I wonder what is that. From what I saw outside they love Crocs.

They chanted today on 07th December 2010. I really wonder what are they doing quite late while chanting and when are they going to do the chants next.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Ah nose, why are you so runny? :(

Just now I had some awesome Worship practice. Thank God my blocked nose and sore throat were not the obstacles of the practice. :D

Friday, December 3, 2010

My Heart is Yours!

Today (2nd December 2010) was not so great day for me. I fell deep..... again. I feel so worthless and couldn't face anyone. I feel so embarrassed, feel disgust to myself. Feel like such a hypocrite.

When I listened to Paramore's old song My Heart. There's a part of the lyrics that really hit me. "...That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone..." I really can't do this alone. I need Your help. I believe You will help me just like last time...

Sunday, November 21, 2010

At last...

It's been very difficult to me to update my blog. My fondness in writing fades each and every day. Today is a very tiring day for me. I went to church for some Choir practice and Worship practice. It was really a fruitful practice for me. After that I did some project with my friends. This project is going to be submitted to MTV Asia. *cross fingers* Hopefully we can won this competition considering how much effort we put in making this project. In this project I fell in love with Mac! haha
Not only Mac. I found out my new Celebrity Crush. Her name is Holly Grabarek. She is the new VJ of MTV Asia. She is a Christian too. Woots! Such a cutiepie.... Hahaha. (Dream on!)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

My Strength, My Hope, My All....

As human beings sometimes we have the tendency to be discouraged, to lose hope, to think that the whole world is against us. God has mysterious way in His work. Just when I almost lose hope, simple news feed on facebook made my day and encourage me. This is it!

To someone,
I just want you to know that I always pray for you constantly. Hope you are happy, because you deserve it. Don't let the situation discourage you. I pray that peace be unto you always!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Paramore Live in KL

Howdy folks! It's been a long time since my last entry on my blog. Nowadays, I've been working, so It's not as free as I was last time, one-subject university student (read: lazy bum). I just want to share about how awesome Paramore concert was. And I almost couldn't make to the concert because of certain stuff.

They are one of my favorite bands of all time. Therefore, I've been saving some of my lunch-money so that I can go to the most front zone. It's sofreakin expensive. Not the ticket for my level. But thank God, I made it.

However certain incident occurred. So I need to let go 40% of the money for greater good. *Sigh* Need to save for the money again. And the date was getting nearer and nearer. So I do what I need to do, find all the reserve money that I had. Thankfully, I have money in Rupiah currency in decent amount. So I go to one of the money changer in Shopping complex (read: Mydin MITC), and walk back to save money and for exercise.

Still It's not enough. I was very frustrated that time, and suddenly my Grannies called me, and told me that they want to send money. I really thank God, and I feel like running slowly in meadow full of flower while bursting in tears. And money checked :D

Still I am working, I have job that need to be done. Long story short, My boss allowed me to go, and he even gave me ride to KL. He's such a nice guy. Oh yeah, I got some cheaper ticket too. Whoohoo!

In the end, I made it. The concert was really awesome. My friends (Jhoni, Immanuel, and Kenneth Mah) and I sneaked to the backstage (too bad they've left :( ), and take everything that we can take. We met one of the Paramore soundmen, his name is Riley and he gave us pick

We got their towel and pick. Even the towel was on the ground, we still took it. It was an awesome day. When I got home, I got some surprise. I got Google ads voucher worth RM 150. Dunno what to do with it though. I really thank God for all the things that happened! Teehee~

Saturday, September 18, 2010

A Picture...

Recently, my life is so stagnant. Just take 1 (One) Subject for one semester really makes one dull. Even on exam season, I can still sit tight while sipping a cup of tea while others are busy studying. Well, this is the offspring of waste-time-doing-nothing. (click for better resolution)

Open your eyes wide enough so you can see the whole picture || Anonymous

Monday, July 5, 2010

The Prisoner...

I am just like everyone else..
A prisoner without direction..
Imprisoned by selfishness, envy, lust, and doubt..
It's You that bailed me out...

Monday, June 14, 2010

Argh no I was captured by terrorists

Oh no I was captured by Kamal and Jhoni. Well, this is one of lame picture of ours because of the boredom (again?).

This is just a joke. It's not a real situation picture. No harm was made. They used broom stick instead of machete.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Random Picture

This picture is done because of boredom. I take one subject for this semester. Argh, so bored! Guess what is the meaning...hehe...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Tree of Life

It can be considered one of the Natural Wonders of the World. It's a very old tree that live alone in the middle of dessert. I wonder how it can live until today. It must have a big water supply or resources. Apparently, this tree is around 400 years old. Hmm, I wonder whether the age is true. Or is it from the beginning of the world?

The roadsign!

Oh yeah, It's located on Bahrain, my friend favorite country. Some do believe it's there from the beginning.

The Tree!

By the way, since everyone make a fuss about phenomenal Pac Man Google Doodle for today, you can see the rest of the Google Doodle here.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Thought and Faith!

I am so free now. That's the reason why I do this vector art of me to kill time! The meaning of the picture can be seen inside the shirt that I wore in picture below.

Original pic!

The Thought and The Faith

The symbol representation

Spade - Can be seen as Sword. It means Conflict or War.
Clover - Can be seen as Club. It means Power or Authority.
Heart - It means Love.
Diamond - It means Wealth or Treasure.

Plus inside circle - It means both Positive thinking and Christianity (as a cross).
Black Circle - It means the World.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Sllrrrrpp! Ajisen Ramen!

A few weeks ago, I had a chance to try out Ajisen Ramen in Aeon Jusco. According to my friend, it's quite famous and quite nice even though they haven't tried it. When I scan through the price list outside, I noticed that this is the place that is definitely not for student to take their daily meals. It ranges from 12 to 20 something Malaysian Ringgit. Well, It was for the first time for me, so I went in with my couple friends (Amel & Foogie).

The Menu!

When I went in, I noticed that the place is really cozy, with Japanese like surrounding. The waiters used simple Japanese words to welcome us. Even the music they played when I was there are Japanese Pop and Rock. Some of the songs are featured in Anime. *Woots for the otakus!

The Restaurant!

I ordered Volcano Ramen with 5 out of five level of hotness. I was wondering whether the food is going to be really spicy. And it's not really spicy. It's just in my convenient level of spiciness. If you can stand spicy food, this ramen is recommended.

The Ramen!

After I finished the bowl, the spiciness still remained in my mouth. The cost of the ramen with drink is around RM22.5. It's expensive for poor student like me. In my opininion, It's better to go to buffet rather than this ramen stall, since they cost the same. But if you sick of normal noodles, just try this out for once in a while.

The Blogger!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

FYP Done! Cheers!

Sometime, I feel really stressed up about why I am a messy person. Couldn't get anything done in time. And worst of all, couldn't manage my time well. Recently, I was so stressed. I haven't done the hard cover binding for my Final Year Project Report. Exam is going on, I got worst coursework marks in my entire uni life yet no preparation. And worst of all financial problem.

Argh! Stress!

I thought, I couldn't do it anymore. I was so stupid. No matter how bad our situation is, there must be a person that has worse situation than us. I remember a verse taken from the Matthew 10:29-31. It says "29Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. 30And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows."

God takes care sparrows. Let alone us....

Even today, there was a situation that can be considered quite bad. My FYP title supervisor said that there's no need to submit the report with softcover binding. Even though in guidelines stated that I need to submit the softcover report, and past experience came with lesson that never trust supervisor, I was just naively follow what my supervisor said, and go ahead with only Hardcover.

Hardcover Report

It was really hectic, I need to go back and forth my house and MMU just to settle this problem. I was scared I wouldn't submit it on time. Thank GOD, I submitted it on time, just when the faculty office receptionist was going to go off from the faculty office. Once again, Thank GOD!!

It's Done!

Friday, April 9, 2010

Todopoderoso Julio (read: Almighty Julio)

Hola a todos, conocer a Julio. If you can't recall, Julio is one of my housemates in a shape of a dog. Last time, I blogged about how naughty and messy he is. But as a living creature, he got matured. And now, he is very neat and has a good attitude. met Julio?

Now, his age is one year plus. He's no longer eating my slippers and my plastic cup. And the very best thing is, he's no longer pooping everywhere, he usually does it outside the house. And he's very smart too. He likes to sleep in front of either my housemates' room or mine.

Julio in front of my room

The sad thing is, I've never walked him. I would like to do it one day. It would be a good thing if my housemate teach him how to play basketball, just like in Air Bud movie.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010


How do you wear yours?

source: asbojesus

Monday, January 25, 2010

Story of a man and his roadsigns...

I got this from my friend which he got from a forum. This story is indeed dirty, but it has moral value in the end. I LOLed when i read this story.

*click the picture for more convenient size*

So how is it? Did you LOL?